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Friday, 31 October 2008

  • yesterday i did not throw up, i believe i had around 600 calories in total.

    today i will keep it around the same.

    so far, @830
    breakfast: cofee (30 calories)
    nature valley bars (180 calories)

    snack:@930
    hersheys almond chocolate
    (220 calories)


    NOT EATING ANYTHING ELSE TODAY.
    just coffee!

    laxative intake: 12


Thursday, 23 October 2008

  • everything starts and ends so suddenly.

    chest pains consistently.
    all i want is more.
    is it bad to look up to drug addicts?
    i have become one.

    i throw up everymorning, every afternoon, sometimes
    in the evening.

    i am currently around 106.
    i threw up this morning.

    i need to get laxatives.
    i am not eating until monday.

    its better this way.
    95 by monday.

    listening to: Primal Scream ft. Kate Moss- Some Velvet Morning


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